I bumped into a friend sometime last week, who I hadn’t seen in a long while. We talked a little about our past relationships. And what went wrong.
And she asked about one person. And added: “you seemed so in love”.
I try to keep myself from looking back. Because it always gives me cold feet about my future.
But she was right. It was the happiest time of my life. And it didn’t work out. He wasn’t meant for me. And I’m not meant for him. I want to stay friends with him, but he wants more than that.
And now I can’t get that thought out of my head. I miss those days. I miss the unconditional love. But that time has passed now.
Beyond The Tracks